exhausted, in more ways than one.

20Sep07

i am exhausted.  emotionally, physically, mentally. 
i have a lot of work this semester and though it’s great to keep busy…i just feel so worn down.  i’m irritable and miserable.  i’m in a sort of “funk” i guess, for lack of a better word.  this deployment is ending slowly, as is my senior year, and i have [...]

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don’t make me.

10Sep07

still working on this whole “complete isolation” from the army wives.  it’s quite nice really.  a lot less stress for me.
R finally called after almost 6 days of no word.  again, i should be used to it…but the end of this deployment is just coming very slowly and i’m finding myself emotionally exhausted most of [...]

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reflections.

04Sep07

so one of the army wives who i’m hiding from discovered my absence.  actually it was the pregnant one from two posts down.   i didn’t think she read my stuff that often but there it is, she knows.  she asked one of my friends (an army girlfriend) where i was, haha.  hopefully she won’t discover my [...]

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finally, i’m free.

01Sep07

i deleted my xanga.  i deleted my myspace and made another one to which i will only add people who i truly want to add.
this movement was largely in response to the lame army wives i talk to.  only one of them, who i don’t really count as an “army wife” in the idiotic sense (this [...]

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